Entry title: Happy Birthday Atiqah!
Date / Time : 25 November 2009 / 21:17
I forgot i was supposed to be at someone's house today! sorry someone. haha purposely not saying the name. wink wink. haha no, i'm not in some secret scandal but haha i bet the mystery is overwhelming.
sorry i'm so lame. did you guys watch the My Name is Earl Episode. i caught a glimpse on my way to my room from the kitchen. And there was this one-legged woman holding a rifle. yeah. random but she is a classic example of when you do not say the word lame when the director puts her in a lame scene.
hmm. get it?
Anyway, talking about not being allowed to watch TV... I'm actually allowed 1hour of 1 activity i'm grounded from. For example.
Tuesday - 1 hour of TV so i can watch biggest loser asia♥
other than that see if i feel like using the com or the phone. altho the phone is like... according to my promise, i will only use it to talk bout studies. And i'm sorry. I've been rather lineant with myself. So i have talked for pleasure. sorry.
i won't do it anymore!
and then i didnt run for 4 days already. so. I decided to increaseit to 2km everyday as a consequence.
Awesome right darlings? And i made a new personal record today. I managed to not visit Forever21.com for 2 DAYS!
hehe ♥ P/S beyonce released a new video. called lost yo mind. i like some of the lyrics. check it out.
still in love with russian roulette more than anything, zahrah.
i also love hot mess by cobra starship which ruth lee introduced to me.
Entry title: Judge a book by its cover, and you'll find really good books to read!
Date / Time : 23 November 2009 / 20:44
Being grounded is awesome. I've developed a new love for reading! (I thank siti sarah for introducing me to the time killer=)
okay. not really. I'm more in love with the thought of reading rather than reading itself. Just like how i'm in love with being in sports rather than sports itself. I dont know how to explain to all those out there who think i'm speaking bull.
but yeah.
Being grounded also allowed me to catch up on my old magazines. :D i realised a lot of the stuff i buy i dont read. And i think i'm going to subscribe to teen vogue! especially since their giving a free taylor lautner poster for new subscribers.
TAYLOR LAUTNER! OMG! i get so jealous when i my friends obsess over him! I WAS HERE FIRST!
SHIT MAN! Taylor lautner is just amazing. when you look at him, you just feel like you cannot breathe. its like, you want the moment to stay still. you dont want to look away.
i dont know. i love taylor lautner.
maybe i'm talking this way because of the chick flicks i've been reading. READ THIS> What would Emma do? by Eileen Cook
okay. Then. I love being grounded. Thank you parents?
yeah. I guess there is a silver lining to everything. Even though i have no idea what that means >.<
Entry title: "Hail Me" not you
Date / Time : 23 October 2009 / 20:04
Well, it was 2 years ago and i can proudly say i'm over it. I KNOW THIS FOR SURE:D
When I walk in the room every head turns Every eye is on me ToO bad you're not here to see it And by the time you get this I'll be so long gone and far I'll send you a postcard Aha I'll send you a postcard
Entry title: i will fulfil my potential
Date / Time : 22 October 2009 / 19:46
Dear Blog,
I promise to run at least 1.4km everyday* till end of o levels. I promise to study bio, ss, lit, a math and chem til i master the content ... during the holidays. I promise not to regret a single day in SCGS and i promise to treasure my friends. I promise to not go on the internet for anything but studying** til my parents allow me to. I promise to not use the phone for anything but to call my friends and ask them for something related to studies. I promise to not go over the deep end because of the studying: let myself get breaks and relax, when i deserve it.
I love SCGS and i am so thankful i didn't get expelled for what i did.
I'm taking the higher road, going the longer way. Doing it for my personal benefit, Anticipating those brighter days.
SCGS ♥All the way.
*consequences upon not doing so would be merciless. **msn only if my friends are in need of my help or for projects
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Date / Time : 20 October 2009 / 14:12
I'm typing with the fujitsu lifebook :D ita so cool. it a tablet pc and playing with flash becomes so fun here, however. for the first time in two encounters, this computer is LAGGING ON ME!
it seems vertually impossible but laut mana tiada... bumi mana tiada hujan...
something like that. anw. i gtg and try make a new clip cos my one closed on me.
ZARA!
I eat when i'm depressed
I cry when i'm stressed
I dont talk when i'm scared
I dont eat when i miss someone
I slap myself and take deep breaths when i'm tired
I make kissy noises and study when i'm bored
I run when i'm distracted
I touch everything around me when i'm in love
I slouch or stare blankly when i'm confused
I look at the ceiling when i'm trying to figure something out
